Dark Art of Maginess

Come see me get to go nuts! Leo's Unite!

This is fucking awesome.



I needed to see this considering I got into a fight with the fucking easter bunny on sunday when he got aggro with the army of five yr olds. (no punches where thrown and the children still believe the lies. I mean really jews coming back from the dead. We all they'd stay dead after what it cost to be buried.

About ten minutes ago I saw the commercial for "Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core" and with the classic mellow back ground music, I caught myself standing up and taking of my hat. It wasn't till the commercial ended that I realized it was a national anthem. Is it sad that my love for final fantasy 7 runs that deep? Truly I've loved every final fantasy until 8 came out (monsters lvling and bullshit magic system terrible). But I'm glad 10 yrs later parts of 7 still remain in action. A game that came out when Me, Hai, and Stone were maybe 13. I remember seeing it @ Stones house for his birthday I think. I was entranced. To this day its still one of the only game series I'll make time for and that a girlfriend may here "Not now, busy". I play it before bed and like an old friend snuggled up close it makes me forget my troubles calms my mind and body and lets me just relax. I sometimes forget to play games for a while loosing the concentration that it will let me zone. Now that I think about Christina has the same reaction to TV. I need to keep that in mind. In this city so few of us have anything that brings this feeling a calm. Maybe i should write a book with Hai. "Zen and the art of video games" The younger generation is going to need it with as frustating as the new games have become. Although I'd probally to better with "The Tao of Video Games" oh oh I'm gonna go look for my copy of "The Tao of Pooh!" shit my books are packed up. oh well I'm gonna go play final fantasy 9 and pass the fuck out night!

I've been absent for a while. I hadn't thought about it until my buddy Skipp pointed it out to me. so here I am alive back. I'll make a nice like what going on in my life post sometime in the next day or so. Until then here is a post I'm putting damn near every where:


job hunting help

Well gang I'm hunting for a job again. I've got a good job but i'm miserable there. My brain feels like someone turned it off. I haven't been challenged. And with the way I work I have not had time to study or better myself. So if any of you lovely people work at a company that needs a computer technician and network tech or a generally awesome computer go-to guy give them my resume. you can drop me an email @ westly_xp@hotmail.com for a copy. I just want to have to think again I feel like a damn drone.

So I find myself sitting here thinking about life. I do that now damn getting older. Thinking about the storm the changes has it really changed me at all. Things I'm sure everyone else took time to take care of, but me no I put things like that off. I seem to be fine other then the fact I can't find a 24/7 walmart to save my life and boy does that fuck up the schedule and Taco bell is a myth without a 40 minute drive. I didn't take as much mental damage as some i know. That is untill I start to think about my friends. Christina is here and thank the gods for that one. But this little demon missing something. His angel.

I almost feel abandoned and i know he's at a better school and what not and he didn't intend to stay here forever. And I know I'm not his responsibility. But I just kinda figured he'd be back. especially a year later even though i know he can't because of school stuff. Kaslin is a great friend but he's just not the big brother i miss. (sorry kas) Strong Male figures are kinda a rare thing in my world. I want to destroy all of them including myself. But angel I could love he was an asshole to some but almost always justified in it. The people he had hurt he felt terrible for the things he'd done possible as much as I do for the pain i have caused. Its hard to find someone who you connected with to easily and deeply. He always had my back even when I was way out of line. I could usually tell because he'd say "You're on your own on this one West" then get elbow deep in whatever trouble I was in.

It was great a male who didn't fire my temper off or try to belittle me. He never wanted to use me for anything besides introducing me to women so he could remeber their name. (good times).

I wish I could learn to be as strong as We were when he was around. I'd never been more confident in myself I would take on the whole world by myself but I knew even if I tried to do it alone there they were right behind me weather I wanted them in it or not. Gaurdians are powerful things to have in you're life. Thats what angels real name meant and its very much what he was for me.

I used to be one It came so natural thinking of other people first being strong when people needed me knowing what to say when to say it. I needed to find my own center a self reliant one. But what is a man without friends. What is a man? Kids call me Mr. Westly when i introduce myself now. Do I deserve their respect.

What am I so afraid of out there. I have great role models that show me growing up doesn't mean losing fun. I see plenty of responsible fun people all the time. Mattvaughan for instances is a blast, My mother can still out party me, Zach stays so calm (god knows i try his patience) Theres other but you get the point.

I think its time to make decisions to stop putting off everything. I need to let go of resentment i hold for some people forget my grudges, Stop being such a fucking slacker If i honestly applied myself to do half of what i can do I be as strong as I was around angel. My name's a damn cardinal direction I used to make such a great impression on people that they considered me capable of anything. A Force of nature in human form. dammit Its time to be proud of myself and to make my friends and family proud.

Now for my favorite part of this dicussion with myself. Where do I begin? but this time I think i've got an Idea....

To my Surprise Edwin was invited by Jimmy to come DJ. I was stoked I meant to do it myself but seem to have trouble catching up with him. Anyway edwin Will be spinning again Next Saturday w/me and Likely doing most of the work as It'll be my Birthday woo hooo! Now on with the Playlist of Mixed Djs

Playlist from Sat. 8/12/06

DJ Keoki (West)

Wicked Game - HIM
Cry Little Sister - Gerard McMann
Smile Like You Mean It - The Killers
Bohemian Like You - The Dandy Warhols
Boy or Girl - Electric Six
It's Too Bad About Your Girl - The Donnas
Little Sister - Queens of The Stone Age
Bike Theif - Freezepop
5'4 Gorrilaz
Public Service Annoucement - The Bravery
Bandages - Hot Hot Heat
Slow Hads - Interpol
Relax - PowerMan5000
Mad World - Kill Switch Klick...
Pepper - Butthole Surfers
Ready To Go - Republica
Head On - Jesus & Mary Chain
Desperate Guys - The Faint

DJ Paul Oakenfold (Edwin)

Ladytron - Weekend
The Caesares - Jerk It Out
VHS or Beta - Night on Fire
Codec & Flexor - Black Diamonds
LCD Soundsystem - Tribulations
Goldfrapp - Ooh La La (Tiefschwarzt)
The Glass - Hear the Glass
Felix Da House Cat - Cyberwhore
Out Hud - Requiem for a Requiem
Dirty Sanchez - Asymmetric
Bellatronica - The Walk
Goldfrapp - Twist (Demtre Remix)

DJ Shiny Boy Fun (West)

Weather Girl - Shiny Toy Guns
Tear U Apart - She Wants Revenge
Erection - The Faint
Money, Success, Fame, Glamour - Felix Da House Cat
Set It Off - Peaches
Dig It - Dirty Sanchez
Gold Lion (Diplo Mix) - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Pull Up The People - MIA
Chewing Gum - Annie
Destroy Everything - Ladytron
Kiss & Swallow - I am X
Fascination - Proper Filthy Naughty
Grom - Love Rocket
E Talking - Soulwax

DJ Siouxsie (Edwin)

Felix Da house Cat - Happy Hour
Paraga Khan - Breakfast in Vegas
Audio Bullys - We Don't Care
New Order - Crystal
Chicks On Speed - Wordy Rappinghood
Gorillaz - Dare
Golden boy /w Miss Kittin - Rippin Kittin
Miss Kittin - Frank Sinatra
The Faint - Glass Dance ( Oakenfold Remix)
Fischerspooner - Emerge (Dave Clark Mix)
Basement Jaxx w/Siouxsie - Cish Cash
Le Tigre - Deceptacon

DJ PlaysTheWrongTrack (West)

Le Disko - Shiny Toy Guns
My Friend Dario - Vitalic
Metal - Afrika Bambaataa & Gary Numan
Spitfire - Prodigy
I Don't Want To Fall in Love - She Wants Revenge
I'm So LA - Mynx
Helicopter (Weird Science mix) - Blocparty & Peaches
TKO (Peahces Mix) - Le Tigre
You're My Disco - Waldorf
Danger High voltage - Electric 6
Never Win - Fischer Spooner
Boy or Girl - Blur
Connected - Stereo MC's
I Could Never Be Your Woman - White Town
Rough Sex - Lords of acid
Come Inside - Chemical Brothers
Gruesome Twosome - Hallucination Generation

DJ ICantKeepAPlaylist (Edwin)

Bjork - Army of Me
David Bowie - I'm Afraid of Americans
(thats all he wrote)

DJ Tired-O-SkinnyPuppy (West)

Protest - Skinny Puppy
Planet Earth - Hate Dept.
We Want Your Soul - Adam Freeland
Blue Skies - BT featuring Tori Amos
Megacolon - Fischerspooner
Kiss - London After Midnight
Bullet - Covenant
Velvet Divorce - Sneaker Pimps
Stripped (Depeche Mode Cover) - Shiny Toy Guns

The End

I may not be the smartess person but everyone tells me I'm ahead of my game. So My only advice to the rest of you is...

Remeber this life is the only one you have to your knowledge. Live it to the fullest, never end it short vonluntarily. Do what feels right even if you're told its wrong. Not everyone is right, Not everyone is wrong. Always be yourself even if you're an asshole or a bitch, someone will appreciate you. Never put things off for a day. You may not be there to do it tomorow. Try to tell everyone that you love that you do as often as you can. Everything happens for a reason, sometimes its just for the wrong reasons. You're high school years are not the best in you're life, They're just the least responsible. You're past has no affect on you're future but what you allow it to. Always remember that any day you wake up is a good if not for you then for someone who wants you alive that day. Everyone is depressed at somepoint. Everyone is an indivual, its the one thing we all have in common. Your accomplishments in life are measured by you, everyone elses measuring stick will either be too long or too short. There are no rules to life only guide lines and good suggestions. There will always be someone who knows more then you. Life is full of surprises, Surprises are part of life.Expect nothing and you will never be caught unexpected. No one knows the future no matter how long they've read in the square.You are only young once, act it when you are. From what I hear you're 30's are the best years of your life, My sources are reliable. Don't compare yourself to anyone else EVER! Never think that you've won or lost, try you're damnedest and someone will be proud of you. Ask one person a day what their goal in life is, if they don't know don't be surprised. "I don't know" is an answer. Nothing is ever over unless you let it be, sometimes its just on hiatus. Learn from the mistakes of others. Even bad expirences are experience appreciate it for what it is. I may make perfect sense or no sense at all, but at least I tried.

These are the things I think about and why I've made it through my life. If you don't take my advice atleast look at it and think about the things that have gotten you throught your life. The rat race doesn't matter only beer runs..

Yes I am ok. Yes I am in the middle of all hell breaking loose. And No I don't intend to step out of it till I organize this chaos into something useful.

Last night was soo much fun. Josh Bradford just stunned the hell out of me. Man is one of the most Magnificent Bastards I've ever seen. Him and Mike Patton. I enjoyed Rev. Co. more then Ministry but thats just me. Getting to slam into Zach during sitgmata was fucking great. For the 5 minutes I was in the pit its was great. Christina, German, Crystal, Mattvaughan, Zach, Claire, Kaslin, and ever one and their damn cousin was there. Oh I think it was Zach but whomever picked me up when that guy took my legs out thanks. and Rev. Co. played "Physical" I love that song.

I got soo fucked up. So if you ran into me and I was an ass. I'm not sorry. Chris and Kas got to see a part of me I haven't seen in a while. I haven't cut loose like that since 735 was open. It felt really good. Made me remember why Angel had to keep an eye on me back then. Oh big thanks to Jimmy for putting up with me in general. Andy Average and Sharky you guys did an awesome job last night.

So Here iths the Playlist for CIRCUT 2/4/06
**I missed a few of the earlier songs because of equipment issuses but thats ok they weren't

something i'd want to list**


Devil Inside - Electric Hellfire Club
The Donnas - Fall Behind
Black Toungue - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Deceptacon - Le Tigre
Stellar* - Pulp
Stop, Drop, & Roll - The Bravery
Say Hello to Angels - Interpol
Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge
Little Sister - Queens of the Stone Age **I love throwing things like this out there**
Me Me Me Me - Louis XIV
Daft Punk is Playing at My House - LCD Soundsystem
Train - Goldfrapp
Sasha(Sex Secret) - 2Raumwohnung
Fasination - Proper Filthy Naughty
T.K.O.- Peaches **Someone Requested Tombstone While this was play?**
Cish Cash (Vitalic Remix) - Basement Jaxx
Silverscreen - Felix Da House Cat
Seventeen - Ladytron
Your Retro Career Melted - The Faint
Honest Mistake - The Bravery
Boy or Girl - Electric Six
Breakfast in Vegas - Paraga Khan
We Dont Care - Audio Bullys **I Hear by Envoke The Spirit of DJ SEXX ED hehehe**
Ocean Drive - FPU
Overdose (Lady Radio Edit) - Tomcraft
You're My Disco - Wardolf
Frank Sinatra - Miss Kitten
Fuck The Pain Away - Peaches
I'm So L.A. - MYNX
Get Me Off - Basement Jaxx
Sugar - Ladytron
Danger, Higgh Voltage - Electric Six
STD Dance - IMA Robot
Girls on Pills - Droyds
Megacolon - Fisherspooner
Common People - Pulp
Mr. Brightside (Strobe RMX) - The Killers
Such Great Heights - The Postal Service
Destroy She Said - Circ
Blue Skies - BT Featuring Tori Amos
Come Inside - Chemical Brothers
Metal - Africa Bambaataa & Gary Numan
Spitfire - Prodigy
Fucking on The Dancefloor - Dirty Sanchez
Paranoia - The Faint
Bandages - Hot Hot Heat
Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand **Request**
Finding Out True Love is Blind - Louis XIV
Rippin Kittin - Golden Boy w/ Miss Kittin
Good Boyz - Blondie
some Girls - Rachel Stevens
Fly Me Away - Goldfrapp
Everybody Wants You to Emerge - Fischerspooner w/ Billy Squire
20th Century Boy - Placebo
Sex On Wheels - Thrill Kill Kult
Pro-Test - Skinny Puppy
I Sit On Acid - Lords of Acid
Get Yourself High - Chemical Brothers **Best Music Video EVAR!**
Its No Good - Depeche Mode **I Think Every Person in The Club Came Up Requested This**
Army of Me - Bjork
6 Underground (Perfecto Mix) - Sneaker Pimps
Out Of Control - She Wants Revenge
Bullet - covenant
I'm Afraid of Americans - David Bowie
The Hand That Feeds - Nine Inch Nails
Glue Your Eyelids Together - Adult
Amtv - Ladytron
Beware of Switching Theatres - Peachcake
Love Rocket - Grom
Dare - The Gorillaz
Hallelujah (club mix) - Happy Mondays
Destroy Everything You Touch - Ladytron
Ooh La La - Goldfrapp
Megalomaniac - K.M.F.D.M.
Sex Dwarf - Leather Strip
Headhunter [Front Line Assembly Mix] - Front 242
How Soon Is Now - Snake River Conspiracy
U.N.K.L.E. - Reign
Dope Hat - Marilyn Manson
Stigmata - Ministry ** May 8th House of Blues w/ Revolting Cocks**
Non-stop Violence - Apoptygma Berzerk
Angels - Junkie XL w/ Gary Numan
Send Me an Angel - Zeromancer
God She Created - Meg Lee Chin
Velocity (Original Mix) - Neuroticfish
Get You Closer - And One
Optimissed - Skinny Puppy
Twist - Nine Inch Nails
Rev 22:20 - A Perfect Circle
The Chauffer Duran Duran
Slept So Long - Jay Gordon
Waking Up Beside You - Stabbing Westward
This Corrosion - Sisters of Mercy **Not likely to happen again**
Bela Lugosis Dead - Electric Hellfire Club
**I play 3 more songs after this but it was 6am and I love You folks but I was Done

Why is it that anyone else I know who has a problem in the derv can go completely unnoticed but shit goes wrong for me and EVERYONE i fucking know is bugging me inculding you motherfuckers who don't who I am out side of the dervish. I'm just tired of it. I have issuse just like everyone else on this planet. Yeah 'm generally happy go luckky but I've been single for 2 years one yr for a f..reason the rest of the time because will I'm me. Look I have my own damn problems and I apprciate concerns but unless you really want to hear an earfull of problems and actually try to help me. Do even bother to ask wtf is bothering me.

kthxbye,
~West

So Nagin called the city choclate big fucking deal.

Am i the only person that knows choclate is made with white milk its a blending process quite like a melting pot which is what this city is known for. I know this comment was going to go over a ton of peoples heads but even people who are far smarter then me did not catch this.

"This city will be a majority African-American city. It's the way God wants it to be, You can't have it no other way. It wouldn’t be New Orleans."

thats just bad damn grammar and the word god should never be in a political statement.

Tonight i'm going to be eperimenting with a few things in the booth. A couple of things i've talked about with some of the other dj's i want to see if it works. Now what i need from the people. I'm going to bestbuy to go look up some new music probally tower too. But i want you guys to reply with a band you really like that you dn't think ihave or that i'm not playing and i will try to check them out. See ya Tonight!

I am so god damn tired of being single. I've been really bitchy about this since saturday. Where i swear almost every guys who came in that night left with a woman. I haven't had anything like a girlfriend in longer then i care to mention (if you want to be a dick you can probally find it in back log)I'm just tired of being alone. I can't tell you how much i tire of waking up in that over sized damn bed Angel gave me with just me in it. (its super comfy just I'm like 3/4 garren size so the bed is huge) I'm working like crazy so i haven't been able to get out. I'm forcing myself out on thursdays so i can go to OEJ and hopefully meet someone roughly my age. I go out sundays and while there are a few girls there i really do know most of them already and generally either don't want to bother or they know me to well. I'm just feeling shitty. Kaz had is girly intown and i guess it just made me remeber how much i miss having someone to be close to and be intimate with. i have people to be close to so i shouldn't complain but ya know me i always will.

Your 2005 Song Is

Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz "Love forever love is free. Let's turn forever you and me." In 2005, you were loving life and feeling no pain.

This is something i've been bouncing around my head for a while and i think i really do see it forming. I'm a huge Akira fan and anime fan in general.( note: huge akira fan, average anime fan ) but in every anime a i see it takes place in "Neo-Tokyo" after some terrible diaster wipes out the city. This cities are extremely technologically advanced usually with huge towering pristine buildings, but everyone is still poor and its slum like for the most part with a small few of military/goverment/buiness factions doing well and running the city in an almost mob like fashion. Oh and everything in the city is divided by sector. like sector 7 or 13 and such.

Now lets see. Donald Trump is planning on building the largest/tallest building in new orleans ( because shell 1 square isn't enough, what is that man compensating for! ) Entire city is going wireless. chalmette and nola east have to be torn down they'll be slums or rubble for a while ( sorry if you lived there )we're currently under military rule and lord knows a business with enough money can easly walk in and buy a good portion of this town. some of us have a little more money than we did be for but not most of us. generally we're all still poor to or just slightly better. And i suspect that once rebuilding begins in outer areas. they will be refered to by wards only for a while. 9th ward, 7th ward. marigny to garden districts the only likely exceptions. So i'm just going with we live in Neo Orleans. What do you think? did i miss any other things common between nola and anime at the moment?